Here you will find my thoughts, musings, and general whatever.
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4/17/24
Just got through watching the Fallout TV series. Due to a woman being the main character & every man in the story being either evil, weak, or stupid, it really showed me how far this downward spiral of our modern media has come. It really hurt the show for me and I can't in good conscience recommend it to anyone except massive fans of the games.

12/20/24
Look forward to many more changes and updates in 2025!

4/24/25
Wow, it's been quite a while since I updated this blog. A lot has happened. Moved, getting married, big life shit, you know? It's been crazy, exhausting, but fun and eye‑opening. We've been together for 11 years now, so basically married anyway, but making it official will be incredible.

3.31.26 You are ten.
Everyone is home.
The stove is warm,
the TV hums,
your childhood bedroom holds you still.

You dream of growing up so badly
you forget to stay.

Now you’re in your twenties,
wishing you could go back.
Grey hairs appear.
Rooms empty.
Home scatters.

You visit,
but you don’t stay.
You stop waking up together.
Stop eating breakfast together.
Stop being here.

I am longing for the feeling of home,
but I can’t go back.